15 August, 2010

GAH

Yesterday was horrible. So extremely horrible. And guess what, there's leftovers! half of me just wants to stuff my face the whole day long again and just eateateateat. But I can't. No. not again.

I either want to do a fast or like a low calorie limit. I doubt I would actually be able to fast though with all the people around me and Jose wouldn't like it either. And I hate wasting food. ugh. So I'm thinking 500cal limit, I won't fuss much about like "oh I should eat to kick start my metabolism" stuff like that. Cause I really shouldn't waste my time and cals like that. basically eat very little, and I won't exercise all too much cause I don't want to lose way too much weight and I don't want to be extremely fatigued.

Just, can't deal.

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