It's October

Yeah, it feels weird. Things are going by way too fast. Does anybody else feel like this too? Maybe it's just cause I'm getting older. Every year seems to go by faster and faster.

I haven't been paying too much attention to weight. It's no big deal. I don't feel bad either. This past week I've been doing at least a little bit of exercise each day. Today is an exception but I think I'm going to do yoga sometime this evening. I like the feeling of being sore. It just shows that your doing something. Especially my abs, I'm always happy when they're sore. Except I don't like to work my muscles too hard, they need to rest sometimes too so it's a give and take situation. I've been taking my calcium about everyday too. I need to get back in the habit of it, it's pretty bad when I don't.

Me and Jose have been good. I just kind of realized that he's more irritable (like easily irritated.. that the word for that right?) when he has to work so much and doesn't get very much sleep and can't do the things he wants. I'm trying to be really understanding. I have to learn to think about these things. I've also have been giving him plenty of room. He's worked 5 to close on Tuesday, Thursday, and today. All three days I went straight home so he can be alone at home too. That's a good 2 hours before he goes to work. And he's been honest with me too, I asked him if he wanted me over for a little bit today and he said he rather just relax. I get it, he also only had like 5 and a half hours of sleep. I hope he feels a lot better tomorrow. I'll text him but not bother him to get up unless it's like 2 o'clock. x) It also depends on if his friend slept over or not. But yeah. Overall I've been trying and hopefully it's paying off. I've even played halo with him so he wouldn't feel bad for playing while I was there. Plus it's fun. x)

I had a huge freak out like anxiety attack on Tuesday but since then I haven't been letting myself get stressed about school. It's all good. The quarter is over in like 2 weeks and I still have all A's except AP US which I hope I can get up to at least a B. Pretty sure I can do that. Just gotta work a little harder. I gotta get pumped! I really want to finish my homework for this weekend today so tomorrow I can relax and play games or clean or do anything I want that I haven't been able to in a little while. I just have to complete a review sheet for AP US and I want to make note cards, read, and do questions/make a review sheet for Anatomy. I can do this! yeah!

I have this feature on my yoga game, it's 5min yoga that focuses on a certain thing. It has 3 categories: mind, body, and beauty. I think? yeah. aha I guess it's just a placebo but it kind of works. x) I'll do the "focus" one so I can get stuff done. sounds like a good plan? alright!

For those who read this, I apologize for it not being food focused and more just my life focused. As of right now it's really working for me to just eat healthy and try not to think about it. We'll see how things go.

hope you all are doing great!