ugh

I don't even want to talk. Just ugh. Anger!

Few small changes to my goals
- a job can wait till the beginning of next year
- do everything possible to try and get into a college of my liking

I half want to cry
I half want to stop all this fucking crying and down on myself bullshit and get over it and just fix the fuck out of everything.
Things need to change, right the fuck now.